Well here is my first blog.  A little bit about myself. I have had a rough year.  I became disabled due to Scleroderma.  It really sucks.  It affects the breathing, skin, swallowing among many other things.  My husband was also having his own medical problems, high blood pressure, diabetic, kidney failure.  He had a major stroke in April and I lost him.  We were married 30 years and its the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with.  The holidays are the worst.  I would do anything if I could have him back.I have tried keeping so busy and I am almost out of umph for the year.  So I will just keep on swimming